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in love with her husband), and that was her gift for writ-
ing—her passion for literature. When Mrs. Simpson at
one and the same moment lowered the rent and men-
tioned Sterne, the bargain was struck and the rooms
taken. The ghost must be endured.
That necessity arose indeed the very first night the
Mathews went to bed. As York Minster struck the first
chimes of midnight, three powerful blows resounded on
the wall at the back of the young couple's bed. The
same thing happened night after night. York Minster
had only to begin striking twelve and the ghost struck
three. Watch was set; experiments were made; but
whether it was the ghost of Sterne or the malevolence
of some ill-wisher, no cause could be discovered, and the
young people could only move their bed, and shift their
bedtime, which, as the playhouse hours were late, and
Charles had a passion for reading or talking late at night,
was a matter of not much difficulty. Such courage
could hardly have been expected of so frail a woman.
But unfortunately Eliza had a reason for tolerating
ghosts if they reduced the rent which she dared not tell
her husband. Every week, like the honest and affec-
tionate creature he was, he poured his salary—twenty-
five shillings—into her lap, and every week she assured
him that twenty-five shillings was ample—all their bills
were paid. But every week a certain number, an
increasing number, for all she could do to keep their
expenses down, were slipped, unpaid, into Sterne's table
drawer. Eliza perhaps had some inkling of the fact
that her husband had married her impetuously in the
goodness of his heart, from pity that the only child of
the late Dr. Strong should have to support herself by
inculcating the principles of arithmetic into the
daughters of the gentlemen of Swansea. At any rate,
she was determined that he should never suffer for his
generosity. Comforts he must have, and if twenty-five
shillings a week were not enough to pay for them, she
would pay for them herself out of her own earnings.
She was confident that she could do it. She would
write a novel, a novel like “Tristram Shandy” perhaps,
save that her knowledge of life was unfortunately
limited, which would set all London in a roar.
And then she would come to her husband with
the bills receipted and her deception confessed, and
give him the proceeds of her famous novel to
do what he liked with. But that day was still far
distant—at present she must work. While Charles was
acting and reading, while Charles, who loved talk and
hated bedtime, was gossiping and chattering and taking
off odd characters, so that he was famous in the green
room whatever he might be upon the stage, Eliza
wrote. She wrote every kind of piece—novels, sonnets,
elegies, love songs. The publishers took them, the
publishers printed them, but they never paid her a penny
for them, and on she toiled, always carefully concealing
her work from her husband, so that his surprise when the
day of revelation came might be entire.
Meanwhile, the bills accumulated, and act as
Charles might (and there were some young ladies in
York who thought him the finest comic actor they had
ever seen, and would stand a whole evening in the
wings to hear him), his salary remained twenty-five
shillings and no more. It was useless for the ghost to
knock; useless for Eliza's back to ache; useless for her
good brother-in-law William to implore her to write
everything twice over, peruse the best works of the best
authors, and find mottoes for all her chapters—she
had no choice; write she must. Surely the novel she
was now engaged on—“What Has Been”—promised
better than the others, and with a little help from
William, who knew Mr. Wordsworth and could perhaps
solicit the favours of reviewers, might, indeed must,
bring her fame. Sitting where Sterne had sat, writing
where Sterne had written, the omens were auspicious.
There, at any rate, long after the ghost had knocked
thrice and York Minster had tolled twelve times, she
sat writing. She neglected to take exercise. She never
allowed herself to stand in the wings a whole evening to
see her Charles in his comic parts. At last signs of
exhaustion become apparent. Alarmed by her wasted
looks, Charles brought a doctor to see her. But one
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glance was enough. Nothing could now be done. What-
ever the cause, lack of exercise or lack of food, or
whether the nervous strain of hearing those three taps
delivered nightly had hopelessly injured her constitution,
consumption was far advanced; and all the doctor could
do was to prescribe apothecaries' stuff, which, expensive
as it was, Charles feared to be useless.
Eliza was now confined to bed. Her projects had
totally failed. “What Has Been” appeared, but,
even corrected and at least partially supplied with
mottoes by the kindness of Mr. William Mathews,
failed like its predecessors, and she was at an end of
her resources. Even so, the worst was still to come.
The butcher or the baker stopped Charles in the street
and demanded payment. The drawer and its bills had
to be revealed. The whole of her miserable, innocent,
overwhelming deception must be confessed. Charles
took the blow like an angel, said not a word of com-
plaint, though the bills were to hang about his neck for
years to come. And now, for the first time, the ghost
fell silent. York Minster struck midnight and there
was no reply. But really the silence was worse than the
sound! To lie and wait for the three stout strokes as
York Minster struck twelve and then to hear nothing—
that seemed to convey a more appalling message than
the blow itself—as if the enemy had worked its will
and gone its way. But this very silence inspired Eliza
Mathews with a desperate courage. With the ghost
quiescent, the novels unsold, the bills unpaid, Charles
all day at the playhouse, often cast down by his failure
and the thought of his father's displeasure—for the
God-fearing bookseller in the Strand, where the whole
house was hung with portraits of the Saints framed in
ebony and canting humbugs bamboozled the simple old
tradesman out of his livelihood, had been justified in his
warnings—with all this that she had caused, or failed
to prevent, to oppress her and the daily decline of her
own health to appal, Eliza framed a terrible and
desperate resolve. There was a girl at the playhouse
for whom she had an affection, a singer who was friend-
less as Eliza herself had been, and timid and charming.
For this young woman, Anne Jackson by name, Eliza
sent. She was better, Eliza claimed, as Anne came in,
and indeed her looks confirmed it; much better, because
of an idea that had come to her, which she counted on
her friend's help to carry out. First, before her husband
came back, she wished to be propped up in bed in order,
she said mysteriously, “to be able to look at you both
while I reveal my project.” Directly Charles Mathews
appeared and exclaimed in his turn at her sparkle, her
animation, she began. Sitting up, forced often to pause
for breath, she said how she knew her fate; death was
inevitable; how the thought of her husband's loneliness
oppressed her—worse, the thought that he would marry
again a woman who did not understand him. Here she
paused exhausted, and Charles looked at Anne and Anne
at Charles, as if to ask had she lost her reason? On she
went again. It was even worse, she said, to think of
Anne left in her youth and inexperience without such
help as she, Eliza, might have given her. Thoughts of
this kind embittered her last moments. Surely, then,
they would grant the last request she would ever make?
She took her husband's hand and kissed it; then took
her friend's and kissed that too “in a solemn manner,
which I remember made me tremble all over,” and at
last framed her terrible request. Would they, there and
then, pledge themselves to marry each other when she
was dead?
Both were flabbergasted. Anne burst into floods
of tears. Never, she cried, never could she contemplate
marriage with Mr. Mathews! She esteemed him; she
admired him; she thought him the first comic actor
of the age; that was all. Charles himself fairly scolded
the dying woman for putting them in such an awful
predicament. He ran after the sobbing girl to implore
her to believe that it was none of his doing—that his
wife was raving and no longer knew what she said. And
so Eliza died. For months a coldness, an awkwardness,
existed between the widower and his wife's friend. They
scarcely met. Then at the same moment on the same
night, the same vision visited them, far apart as they